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The Thorn Amongst The Roses

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Failure by Moonfruit, literature

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Failure

Perhaps the objective of this lonely night Of self-reflection, is more than at first perceived. Sitting in solitary shadow often encourages one To dwell into the deepest catacombs of their mind... To the place where all men fear to tread, For in its mirrors they see reflections of their own weaknesses. And while it takes one strong of heart and will To make it to the point of aphelion, It requires one even far more so To actually return with a sense of self-enlightenment. And so the lessons I learn on this perilous journey Seem at a somewhat stark contradiction... On the one hand, I am strong enough to venture To the furthest bey

Childishness by Moonfruit, literature

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Childishness

Sitting in shadow, a young man makes his mark. Putting ink to paper; telling his story, bearing his heart. Yet mere observation would lay contradiction to his claim That he has been amongst the living for nearly two dozen years. The purpose of his boyish appeal and childlike innocence Appears to be deceptively two-fold. The more obvious of these is the disappointing fact that, Despite the passage of time He has never really lived. Looking past the superficial, one would however realise That the real significance is to serve as a façade, Allowing him to act on childish impulses Under pretence of the oldest of clichés: "Ignorance i

Destiny by Moonfruit, literature

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Destiny

The path of solitude had been walked For but a few months shy of twenty-one years, Immersed constantly in a world of make-believe And having no one with which to share hopes and fears. Yet one day, when life was in its darkest hour Fate intervened like a bolt of lightning from above, Bringing with it a host of previously-unexperienced feelings But most importantly the promise of true and everlasting love. And while several factors may try their utmost best To cast obstacles upon their road to destiny, Both travel it unflinching and without a single moment's doubt For it was written in the stars that they were meant to be.

Broken by Moonfruit, literature

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Broken

What started with a simple "Hello" Quickly became the focus of my affections. When you were happy, I would share in your joy; When you were sad, my heart would bleed. On many a cold and restless night Did your beauty give rise to passionate dreams; And I would drift effortlessly into slumber, Comforted by the thought of your lingering presence. And although it now seems that I invested too much Into something that could never really have worked, I know in my heart that I have not a single regret: In fact, I would do it all over and over again.

Once... by Moonfruit, literature

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Once...

...was I trapped in a dark void, alone, The distant voices of so many calling out to me. But I could not, nay, would not hear them And desired from them only sympathy. ...emotion was slaughtered without remorse, For it bore upon it the mark of weakness. Replacing it instead with a sturdy husk: Nearly impenetrable, yet completely hollow inside. ...searing tears did stain these cheeks, So hot they etched a valley through the flesh, And razor-sharp steel nearly allowed me To let these crimson rivers flow freely. ...I chose to deny the right to be myself; To be human.

Shattered Dreams by Moonfruit, literature

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Shattered Dreams

Here I sit on this dark night, alone again, Nearly two decades to the day it has been Since this blue-eyed boy was first conceived, And his then loving parents their goal achieved. As the seasons changed and years flew by, That young boy often sat staring at the sky; Wondering if there was another somewhere: One with matching eyes and long, flowing hair. But as the night came silently stealing in, That grown up boy realised how foolish he had been.

Love by Moonfruit, literature

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Love

Love is a frail and fickle thing, Often found in the strangest place; A person with whom you have shared your life, Yet have never seen their face. They say that beauty is only skin deep, But I have proof that it is not so: A single, graceful and free-spirited being Who holds beauty right down to her soul. Although she may not believe me, Doubting that my words are true; I've said it before and shall say it again: "Carli, I love you."

Destination: Unknown by Moonfruit, literature

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Destination: Unknown

The future and all its uncertainty Lies ahead like a congested highway. I know it is a road I must take, But nevertheless it intimidates me. What if I am unsuccessful, And fail to realise my dream? What if I never find true love, And wander this world with a passion contained? Do I just crumple up here, And avoid what they call "destiny"? Or do I get up and fight once again, Filled with even more zeal than before? The truth, however, Is that the future is unknown, And like all variables, Can be exactly what you make of it.

Faithless, Fallen, Freed by Moonfruit, literature

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Faithless, Fallen, Freed

The seven most deadly sins Which your god tells you to flee: Lust, Greed, Pride, Envy, Wrath, Sloth, Gluttony; These are all too well known to me. There was once a time When I too followed blindly, But my fall from grace was harsh And I now question everything I see. Does this make me any more evil Than mankind has already proven to be? Perhaps, but one thing is certain: I feel completely free.

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Repentance by Moonfruit, literature

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Repentance

Where once was love, Only sorrow remains. Where happiness once dwelt, There is now only pain. For all my emotions died On that one fatal day When I lost you, My life taken away. Try as I might to continue With a smile upon my face, Each day I am reminded of the failure - My ultimate disgrace. There is no reason for me Now that it is only "I", And so with this I offer you my redemption, My salvation; for you I die.

The Great Blue Beyond by Moonfruit, literature

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The Great Blue Beyond

I hurriedly make my way Towards the rolling sea - To take a break from every-day, To be completely free. Your rich azure waves surround me, And I am enveloped in your immensity. I spend hours in your rippling waters, Amazed by your grace, speed, and density. You have great power, And are underestimated by most - With but a single sweep, You fell man, ship, any host. And yet there is about you A powerful serenity. Whenever I enter your boundaries, A storm of calm overwhelms me. And as I leave your sandy shores, I suffer an instant of dismay. But I immediately realise That I can return any other day.

Chances by Moonfruit, literature

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Chances

Your fair skinned beauty that I perceive With each and every stolen glance. Your supple figure and velvet voice That encourage me to take the chance. Yet I hold back, unsure, Not knowing if I will stand tall. I have no desire for a wounded heart, Should these feelings be expressed to a wall. Close friends continually encourage me To take that fatal leap. "Win or lose," they say, "The memory itself is one to keep." And while I just cannot seem to muster The courage to beget, I know deep down that a chance not taken Will only lead to regret.

Mother by Moonfruit, literature

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Mother

She lies appeased On bloody knees, And thanks God for this love. With broken bones And ten-score scars shown, Still she thinks he was sent from above. In time, she does think, This pain will shrink, And happiness will return. Yet the very next day In a similar way, She is once again the victim burned. Who is she, you ask, Willing to endure such pain? And I will merely answer with: A great woman, if sometimes vain. My Mother...

Solitude by Moonfruit, literature

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Solitude

I met him one winter's day At first morning's light. He came to sit beside me on a bench And offered comfort in my plight. Each day we spent together Playing in the fields, the rivers, making wine. And each day I noticed just how closely His heart resembled mine. One morning early I awoke And found him nowhere to be, But at my bedside he had left a note Addressed simply to "Me". Now, seven score years later, I had still not read his word. An old man in need of a friend, I opened it, And once more there he stood. Blinded by sorrow, Crushed by the pain he caused my whole, I did not realise him for the truth, A replica of me -

Hesitation and Regret by Moonfruit, literature

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Hesitation and Regret

Although weariness seeped into my aching bones after a seemingly infinite day's labour on the railway, an unfamiliar sensation tingled in my spine, and made me raise my weary head as I shuffled through a dim side street. In that single moment's passing, my life was changed forever... Long lush locks of auburn hair cascaded gently down to rest upon her bare bronzed shoulders, creating the effect of the setting sun in its fiery embrace with the infinite horizon. Her eyes were deep dark and dreamy, and yet within them loomed a single tear – a silent indication of the rain before an imposing storm. She licked her luscious rosy-red lips, which we

Journey Through The Night by Moonfruit, literature

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Journey Through The Night

The sky was dark, and a strange smell filled the air – which I later found out to be cigarette smoke – but my mind was elsewhere, in a happy place. I thought of the many good times I shared with my father – all the fishing trips down by the lake, playing "Cowboys and Indians," and helping him with chores around the house. But every good memory goes hand-in-hand with a bad one, and I remember how I cried when they took him away to serve his country in the most honourable way possible – as a soldier in the war. Three years later my mother received a letter that he had been discharged, and we boarded the first train that dark, stormy night of Ap

Fighter by Moonfruit, literature

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Fighter

I always thought that I was strong, The epitome of bravery, But my perceptions were completely thrown By everything that you told me. Your life appeared to be a living hell With not a single trace of happiness, And no matter how much you craved it, You just could not attain bliss. Yet through all your perils And continuous strife, You fought, kicking and screaming, To make the most of your life. You have set my standards even higher, You are and always will be a Fighter.

Fear by Moonfruit, literature

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Fear

I do not fear the waning of light That steps aside for darkness, For the dreams that I have at night Are all filled with vivid sharpness. I do not fear the pain of love That is caused by a broken heart, For as much as good is sent from above Evil also plays a very vital part. I do not fear the passage of death That leads us into afterlife, For it takes us to a place where breath Is free; a place of beauty without strife. I do however fear something terribly: Pride, lust, envy, the desire for wealth, But these feelings are able to occur variably And for that I dread their source – I fear myself.

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From Time to Time by Lanatei, literature

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From Time to Time

From time to time, remember me Remember how we were Remember what we did Remember how happy we were Remember me and smile From time to time, forget me Forget how we were Forget what we did Forget how happy we were Forget me and carry on From time to time, imagine me Imagine how we'd be Imagine what we'd do Imagine how happy we'd be Imagine me and cry From time to time, dream Dream of your future, without me Dream of what you'd do, without me Dream of how happy you'll be, without me Dream and never regret.

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Once... by Moonfruit, literature

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Once...

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

July 12
South Africa
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Alright, I'm not sure exactly where to begin.

It's been a decade since I joined this site as a means of expressing my inner-most feelings and desires, and seven years since I was last active. A lot has changed in my life since then. I've changed.

So I guess I will begin re-testing these waters by seeing what my older, (supposedly) wiser brain can conjure up from my heart.

Although I urge you to not wait with baited breath, as you will likely be dissappointed...

Favourite Movies

Amelie; American Beauty; As It Is in Heaven; Crash (2005); Fight Club; Leon; Memento; Pan's Labyrinth; Silver Linings Playbook; Sin City; The Lives of Others; The Rocky Horror Picture Show; The Usual Suspects

Favourite TV Shows

Archer; Graceland; Homeland; Justified; Lost; Sons of Anarchy; Suits; Warehouse 13

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Delain; Disturbed; Lacuna Coil; Linkin Park; Red Hot Chili Peppers; Scars on 45; The Corrs; Tori Amos; Within Temptation

Favourite Books

Dark Moon; Drenai Tales; Knights of Dark Renown; Memory, Sorrow, and Thorn; The Belgariad; The Elenium; The Malloreon; The Tamuli

Favourite Writers

David Eddings; David Gemmell; Tad Williams

Favourite Games

Baldur's Gate II; BioShock: Infinite; Guild Wars 1 & 2; Mass Effect; Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic I & II; Tomb Raider (2013); World of Warcraft

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Moonfruit

Jul 11, 2004

My Muse Slowly Returns

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I know I have not submitted anything for nearly six months, but I have been trying to deal with a severe loss. Actually, I would still not have returned, had it not been for a very special young lady... Thank you, Kym, for your love, kindness and advice :)

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Moonfruit

Feb 2, 2004

Just Testing Something

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Nothing important, I'm just trying to get the hang of this devIcon thing. Here goes ;) ============================== :bulletred: :T::h::e: :bulletred: :T::r::u::s::t::e::d: :bulletred: ~Fallenspirit (https://www.deviantart.com/fallenspirit):iconLady-Caetlyn::iconSocrates85::iconTenkoKouno: :bulletred: :T::h::e: :bulletred: :H::u::n::t::e::r::s: :bulletred: :iconbitterness-the-star::icondave-yyz::icongoogley::iconin-a-reverie::iconNeonaSilverlight::iconsalumba::iconwiltedrose::iconwickidgirl911::iconwilson-duke-of-lizar: :bulletred: :T::h::e: :bulletred: :H::u::n::t::e::d: :bulletred: :iconbabacancer::icondevildoll::icondidelistic::iconDontSayILoveYou::iconDragon-BZ::icon

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Moonfruit

Nov 3, 2003

I'm Back!

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For any who have wondered where I had disappeared to for the last two weeks (if there are actually any of you ;) ), I'd like to set your mind at ease by telling you that I have not left. I merely had an issue with my ISP, but everything is fine now. On another positive note, I've written three new poems which I will be submitting shortly. Keep well ~ Justin

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Lanatei

Aug 5, 2010

I am sorry for everything that happened between us and the way I reacted to things, I wish we could still be friends. Some of my best memories were shared with you and I only have pictures to remember them by. I hope one day you'll read this and find it in your heart to forgive me for the hurtful things I said to you.